Lying there in a tall painted room, hot like baking cookies in August.
So still that I've forgotten what quiet feels like.
So still that my body is no longer an instrument of touch, but instead a conduit, a translation of cadence and whirl into tactile output.
So still that my chest falls open like a sleeping child's fingers, uncurling.
My heart is beating like a couple's joined hands swinging as they walk down the street.
The bicycles going around the track so fast they catch my breath.
I'm so happy I could die.
A bell rings and the dark gold sound is like sunlight in the leaves and it ripples through my body like a stone thrown into a pond. I'm simultaneously all consciousness, released from the shackles of the body, and all physical, sense and perception washing up my spine like a bucket of bloodwarm white chocolate.
Hands off the bars of my bike and it's twilight. The stoplights are like stars, if stars were made of cherries, yelling "go!" into my eyes.
Tan wind on my skin like pond water.
Around and in and out of well-banked curves I'm wheeling, twisting, a sparrow at a dance party.
I wish I could cast a spell. "Watch this," I'd whisper as I ride up the bank into the low, late, yellow moon.
Feel the slow soft love of being alive with me, like falling asleep while I watch you, smiling.
